Leaving your shoes by the door 

no laces 

still undone. 

Failing to strap your bag, 

lacking closure 

In every— 

Fun? Incomplete. 

Hard to think when everything is swirling. 

Cognitive dissonance is: 

Going to sleep too late 

Leaving exercise behind  

And eating your regrets. 

Claiming to love yourself  

And actually hating every daily mistake you make. 

Erase them please. 

Give me a decent chance. 

Daily failure does not inspire confidence. 

And yet it happens 

Regardless of my feelings. 

give me a chance at it, I ask again

freedom of worries

freed from concerns

freed from the cognitive disharmony constantly bothering me

freedom, please.