Leaving your shoes by the door
no laces
still undone.
Failing to strap your bag,
lacking closure
In every—
Fun? Incomplete.
Hard to think when everything is swirling.
Cognitive dissonance is:
Going to sleep too late
Leaving exercise behind
And eating your regrets.
Claiming to love yourself
And actually hating every daily mistake you make.
Erase them please.
Give me a decent chance.
Daily failure does not inspire confidence.
And yet it happens
Regardless of my feelings.
give me a chance at it, I ask again
freedom of worries
freed from concerns
freed from the cognitive disharmony constantly bothering me
freedom, please.